Phone sex is a marvelous thing and I for one, tend to build relationships with some of my more regular clients. By that I mean we share more than just the sexual fantasies. I listen to problems and get to know them on a deeper level. I hear about their jobs, family, lovers, stresses and joys. In exchange, I give them a more personal side to me as well.
I have always known that phone sex callers come and go. It's the nature of the beast. Those who don't really get too involved other than the sexual part of it may get bored and move on to try new flavors. Phone sex is like Baskin Robbins. You never have to settle for just one flavor. But those that do, come back and a bond slowly builds over time. I'm not talking physical meeting or dating but on a mental level. It's harder.
Making love is a physical act that takes no more than 10 to 30 minutes in actuality. But learning about someone and appreciating them takes much longer. I'm a bit sad today. One of those special people has been with me for over 3 years and talks to me 3 to 4 times a week. When I met him, he was out of a relationship and needing to find true love. Then he met his girl and through it all, we talked about it and still had our fun on the phone. Today we said goodbye. He loves her so much and knows he needed to let this part of his life go. I totally understand. Yet and unexpectedly, I feel unhappy. Not because I lost an income but because I lost a friend. He is not strong enough to talk to me without needing his phone sex too. So it has to be a clean break. It is very much like breaking up and it hurts.
I know it will pass and it's the risk you take letting people "In". While it breaks my heart, I wouldn't trade it for the world. I will miss him and I wish him all the best. It's the downside of being connected.
Riley
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